Something I’ve learned over the last couple of days is that there is not enough time. I don’t have enough time to complete all of my tasks. I’m a busy person and I have to have a lot of stuff done. There are many things I’m juggling all at once. I mean, you’ve probably seen my post about my calendar already. And you know that I teach more than 40 hours a week. So why am I so surprised when there is not enough time for me?
Even though I’ve been complaining about my calendar, I’ve actually been using it more. I’ve been writing in tasks too and that has changed the game for me. My productivity has skyrocketed! And I’ve been able to find time to do things. Now I just have to find time to practice the piano…
This hasn’t solved all of my problems though. I still want to continue with blogging. And it seems like I’ve only been able to blog every couple of days. Is that enough? I’m not sure. I have tons of content on this blog and my other blog, but I’m afraid that people will stop reading if I don’t consistently post new content. I’m not perfect. And I’m honestly doing a million things every single day. There aren’t enough seconds, minutes, or hours unfortunately to do everything -__-
I know that I basically document everything that is going on in my life to my blog and I am not afraid to share. I am currently feeling like I have no idea what I want to do in my life. I know what I have worked hard for and I am motivated to work hard everyday, but I can’t see what my future looks like. I don’t know what my goals really are. So what am I really working for?
Is this what life is about? It feels like I am just enjoying life as it goes. And I’m slowly getting used to being an bonafide adult. Arghhh it’s so difficult to explain what is going on inside my head. I wish I could explain it better. I am a political science major graduate. And it feels like I was only getting a degree just to look cool.
The ultimate questions is:
What do I want to do for the rest of my life?
Like career wise.
The answer: I have absolutely no idea. And maybe that’s the best answer anyone can give. We are human, and there is so much to learn from the world. If I haven’t experienced many things in my life yet, how can I be confident to tell you what I want from the world? In the future, I hope I can give you a better answer than that. You may think it’s childish for me to say that I have no idea what I want. And I feel childish for sharing that on the internet, but this is what life looks like. We don’t always know the answer to everything and that’s okay. It’s okay to take time to figure things out. Breathe. And enjoy life.
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I’m becoming very frustrated about people. It’s one thing to purposely act a certain way around someone and then begin to act weird around them. I can’t tell you how many people I know that act weird when you just “happen” to be in the same room as them. They don’t say “hi”, but that’s not even the entire story! They act like they want you to say hi to them, but they don’t make the initiative. There’s also the people that talk to everyone, but you. Why do they act this way? It’s not like I spend all of my time thinking about them and how I’m going to talk to them. Grow up and be adults. Not everything is about you. I can’t stand it when people act like this.
Ohh… and there are the people that love to disagree with you. It doesn’t matter what you say, they always think that they are right about it. I can’t stand that! I’m not here to listen to you talk about how you’re so right. I really don’t care. If I want an opposing opinion, then I would have asked for it, right?
As you can tell, I’ve been botteling this up.
There are also the people that purposely invite everyone, but you to their events. And then they post it on Facebook or something. I really don’t care about the event or whatever they think that I do, but don’t act weird about it when I see you next time. IF you didn’t want to invite me, that’s fine! I’m not going to die or beg for an invite. Can you just treat me like a regular person? Stop acting so weird. I wish I could go up to this person and tell them that they are SO weird! Grow up and be an adult. I’m gonna have to see you more often than not, so you need to get over yourself.
Thanks for letting me rant,